it wasnt a mistake.

this step's just too big, am i able to cross pass this line..

i want to, but something is just holding me back..

that beast, i really have to thank you for today's lesson..

without it, i think i wont be considering take this step..

you have lead me to the path, the path without much feelings.

as feelings just bring too much colours to life; unnecessary colours..

last sentence quoted frm brian brudder.

thanks ar :D

seriously it now make sense to me.

aft what had happened.

maybe 2009 will be a change.

i hope so.

i din rot at home today; neither ytd (:

which makes my week still an active week!

go on; 2more days.

i have to escape tmr;

it must succeed.

my plan, please dont fail.